| | Hmm I feel like I need to get my life organized right now to salvage
this semester. I've been fucking off alot this semester, more
than I usually do and I'm starting to think there is an underlying
reason for it. (Isn't there always) Part of it is that I
wasn't ready for the demands of heading an organization. I'm
still not and if I had the choice right now (and I knew ICMC would be
fine if I left) I would leave my position. Probably sounds
horrible but I feel like the responsibility of this particular group is
a big boulder weighing on my back right now and something inside feels
like I can't get myself up and going with this semester and my music
and my guitar and my drums without getting rid of it. I started
playing a guitar transcription of Erik Satie's Gymnopedie #1 yesterday,
oh it is incredible and fun. But it really reminded me how much I
just want to drop out of school (well these classes) and just
practice. But I'll stick it out for a degree now, providing I
salvage this semester. If this semester doesn't get any better
though I'm going to be leaving the organization for a spot more
conducive to studying whether I really want to or not.
But enough about that, yay for Rally!
I've actually had the chance more recently to participate in some SCCA
RallyCross events. Oh man is it a blast. I've got my stock
(no really, it is.. I swear!) 91 Talon TSi running in it and it is sooo
much fun. And its a really good experience for driving. But
more importantly I made a great stride in the last event. I was
able to pull down the fastest time of the day racing against fully
prepped open class Rally cars even. It was a great feeling and
I'm hoping to find some way to continue racing without destroying my
car or my bank account completely.
I think that about wraps it up for this week.
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